Oh hey there,
It’s been a while. According to my last post I was last seen in the height of the John Mayer break up. I’ve been layin’ kinda low lately. Boy front hmm. Have a mentioned male best friend? Lets call him Lil’ J. So that’s a mess and a half most days. Feels but not feels. Make outs and “adult sleepovers” that actually involved sleeping.
Well Lil’ J has a friend I like to drunkly be in love with. Whatever he’s a babe. Let’s call him Gentleman B. But that’s all I can actually say for the time being. Alright, what else is going on.. Got some of my shit together. Went to school, hate the program but I got into Public Relations for the fall. Stokeeeeeeed. So things have been pretty good.
Re-joined Tinder. I highly recommend it for any 20-something. I’m not saying find your true love or anything (but hey, if you do kudos!) you’ll most defiantly get a laugh and a half. Then theres the whole “I actually know them! Oh my gosh, we matched” that’s a fun time. Which brings me to sometime last week..
I honestly don’t even know what brought it up but somehow (probably on purpose) was talking about John Mayer. Naturally, I had to go Facebook Stalk, Instagram creep. The next day after that little emotional five whole minutes I got Tinder again. He was my like 5th person. So I mass texted everyone and declared that I had him. My super supportive friends told me to swipe right whats the worse case he didn’t and you know where you stand. Well we didn’t match at first. But I still obsessively stalked Tinder in hopes of a somewhat reconnection. 3 days later at 4:30 am I had a new match, at this point I gave up hopes. But no, it was John Mayer himself. He said YES. Mass texts at 5:30 am when I woke up declaring that we are still in love, obviously why else would he match with me. I messaged him via Tinder. Nothing. Douchebag. Well, on a Vodka fused Valentines day, I messaged him. 1:30 am, can’t even stand up straight. Speedy response. He wasn’t in town and I had my phone privileges revoked. But he responded. First time in months.
I don’t want to push it, because I’m not 100% sure I’d do okay with seeing him right now. But I don’t think he would be either. But I know if I did see him it’d be like in the movies. The world around you s t o p s. We shall see.